Monday, September 15, 2008

Holy Friggin' Crap!!!

I wasn't going to blog this, but I can't help myself, I can't tell anyone else right now and I need to share this excitement with someone or I am going to burst!!!!!

I did an HPT this morning, it's a little early at 11DP3DT, but what can I tell you, I couldn't resist the urge to pee on something!!!! And unbelievably it was positive!!! It was a faint positive but definitely positive, I did 2 just to make sure!! I can't even believe I am typing these words. I am just soooo grateful right now I am ready to jump out of my skin. I can't concentrate on anything else, I should be finishing up work here at my old job seeing as how I have only this week left full time. And not to mention how this is going to effect my new job!!!

Now I know this is all early, I have been here twice before and have not had successful outcomes, so please continue to pray for me and my bubbles. My 8 week u/s is scheduled for the 11th of October. So it's going to be hard until then, that's where my 2 previous pg's went to hell in a hand basket with no heartbeat either time. But I think these little bubbles are much stronger - they survived retrieval and being in a petri dish and then put back into my body!!! I think they are in it for the long haul!!! I can't be cautious here, I already have so much invested in this pregnancy, that I know I will be devastated if history repeats itself.

So I am going to try not to worry too much and just roll with it. I have a new job to keep me busy for the next 4 weeks. I am going to try not to be paranoid about everything I eat or drink, about everything I lift, about every twinge I feel. I am not going to let past circumstances make me crazy!!

I am just so happy right now in this moment!!! Beta on Friday.


AllieQB said...

De-lurking to wish you whole-hearted congratulations. I will be praying for you and your bubbles. :)

Honeycutt Family said...

OMG!!!!! Praying, praying, praying for you! Thanks for sharing your exciting news! We are all waiting in anticipation with you!

Silver said...

That is awesome. Wishing you all the best!!!

Sugar and Ice said...

I'm hoping so hard for you!!

The Broken Man said...

Wow! Congratulations! Hope it continues to go well for you.

The Broken Man

docgrumbles said...

Fingers crossed for this one!

still waiting said...

Gotta love the bubbles. Praying for you for a great beta. One day at a time right?