Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Up and down...

Why does this whole process feel that way. I feel like I am just coming to terms with how long and hard of a journey getting pregnant will be, and then hope rears it's ugly head again. Don't get me wrong, I got great results at the RE yesterday and I couldn't be happier about it. It just seems that I am filled with hope once again, just to get torn down.

But the news - the sono-hsg came back clear. No structural problems at all with the old ute! So this is very good. My RE seriously think I have just been incredibly unlucky. PCOS gives us a higher risk of miscarriage anyway, so I just got the short end, it seems.

We are proceeding with the rpl blood panel. They drew that yesterday and we'll hopefully have results early January. But we have been given the go ahead to proceed with iui #2 on the start of my next cycle.

So I guess we're jumping back on the old roller coaster to see if we can get lucky this time. In the event the blood clotting test comes back positive we'll know before I am pg and can proceed accordingly. My RE doesn't think that's the problem.

So dare I muster a little hope?

Oh and as a last thought, the sono-hsg was horrible I had a weird pukey dizzy reaction that stayed with me throughout the day. Test itself was ok, thankfully its done!

5 comments:

Fertilize Me said...

WEll I am so glad that you had a good appointment. Good luck with all the test results and I am glad that your dr is glimmering with hope! I hope it helps your glimmer and sparkle with hope as well. I am so sorry to hear about your reaction to the HSG... think you could have had an allergic reaction.

.......................Honeycutt Family said...

Glad to hear that all is looking good, but I understand your trepidation. Praying for you...
Jen

Kirsten said...

That is great news...definitely a step in the right direction!!!
:)

Chas said...

Well, that sounds like good news! Believe it or not, I don't know what a sono-hsg is...after all we've done I can't believe there's a test out there we haven't had.

wanttobeamom said...

I'm glad your results were good! I hope your next IUI goes well! Hope can sometimes be a double-edged sword, but I still hope you are able to hold onto your hope. =)

P.S. I tagged you for a meme.