Tuesday, June 24, 2008

A Work In Progress...

Well, I got 2 injections under my belt so far. They went pretty smoothly. I went for a u/s and b/w on Sunday. All appeared well. Started injections that night and go back for just blood on Wednesday a.m.

It all feels a little unreal still. Sort of like this is a dream or I'm reading about someone else's life. I have done a lot of baby day-dreaming these past few days. Will this really be it, will this really be the thing that does it for us. Will we finally be a family? Can I hope this much?

I can and I will. I have to admit to myself, I have all my hopes and dreams pinned on this ivf. I really don't see it not working. I just won't accept that. I just won't.

Estimated retrieval date is a week from Saturday. The 5th. We'll see how I follow their plan (or not!).

4 comments:

Sugar&Ice said...

It's terribly hard not to pin all of your hopes on a treatment like this...you can't put that much effort and money into it and not put everything you have into it. I felt the same way.

Kymberli said...

I'm keeping everything that can be crossed crossed for you! Please let us know how your follicle checks are going!

emilythehopeless said...

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sara said...

Wishing you the best of luck on this IVF cycle. Please keep us updated as to how things are going :-)