Wednesday, May 14, 2008

The dreaded 2ww...

I'm in it full swing. IUI#4 went off on Saturday without much of a hitch. Clark's count was decent and things went pretty much according to plan. The nurse felt with my estradiol at only 1500 2 days before, we were only looking at ovulating one egg. One is good, one is fine, one is all it takes.

I have to say I am frighteningly hopeful this month. This is our last try at iuis so maybe I just 'really' want this one to work. But I feel like this could actually work this time. I have been really really tired since Monday and I know I can never tell what are real symptoms and what are just side effects of the progesterone, but I'd like to think being tired is a good sign.

My 2 doggies are doing really well, we started our first puppy obedience with the younger one and I have to say they just add to our lives, they make me laugh and remind me there is some joy in my life, when I really want to melt down and pull my hair out!

So for the moment, I am really trying to be patient and hang in there, although it's hard, at least spring is in the air and I can work on my gardens etc.

I hate being hopeful and I hate being doom and gloom. So where does that leave me?

6 comments:

Honeycutt Family said...

UGH! I feel your pain...
Praying and hoping right along with you that this is THE MONTH!!!!
:)
Love,
Jen

Chas said...

Oh how I hope that this is IT for you guys!!

Mel said...

Patience is overrated.
I am thinking of you and HOPING that this is THE BIG ONE. The one that you have been waiting for.
*hugs*

Kymberli said...

I'm thinking good thoughts for you and hoping that this one is IT!

Kymberli said...

I'm thinking good thoughts for you and hoping that this one is IT!

Kymberli said...

I'm thinking good thoughts for you!