Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Well...

I've been kind of a delinquent blogger. Basically, I don't have anything profound to say these days.

Life is plodding along, it amazes me how much less anxiety and turmoil I feel when I'm not doing a medicated cycle. The thought of getting pg is not on the radar and life continues on down it's path.

Peace, I feel a little peace. Oh, don't get me wrong, I know it's fleeting. I know around the corner there's an early morning vomit, or a late period or a follie count that will throw me into a tailspin. I've been around the block enough to know this and still enjoy the fleeting moments of peace I have right now. Without all the see-sawing between hope and despair, there's peace, there's a little peace. It seems as though I haven't felt this in years.

Just living my life, I don't even know what cycle day it is today without counting, or looking at a calendar. Oh, but now that I've had that thought, I think I'll go count.

I wish you all peace, if only for a moment.

4 comments:

Fertilize Me said...

YAH for peace .. even if it's fleeting. Any peace along this journey is worth a praise or two

Chas said...

Everyone needs a little peace sometimes. God bless!

.......................Honeycutt Family said...

Glad that today is a peaceful one for you...

Pink said...

Hope, I've been waiting since Feb 11th for your next post. You are the first infertility blog I started to read. I am so sorry about everything and just know, I am going through the same thing. I am 6Days past my 3rd IUI.