Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Quick Update...

Ok, the quick update, is that I didn't test this morning, but I think I will tomorrow. I mean I might as well get the disappointment out of the way so I can deal with preparing for my surgery.

Of course, there is still a shred of me that is emotional writing this and wants to believe that I am PG. But, the realistic part of me knows it isn't likely. Clark is very optimistic, I think partly he feels guilty that it is me doing the LAP and if I am PG that solves all the issues. I wish I could be more positive, but I can't. I have developed far too close a relationship with disappointment this year to hold out too much hope. That only makes it worse in the end.

Part of me will still have something crossed for luck...

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